有手机就得对人随时做出反应与回答,迟到的回应还得交待,
这样的责任对我而言不是理所当然的。
我不喜欢。
回复简讯对我来说不是立刻的。
我需要时间用心地想,思考,决定。
我不能边做一件事,边思考。 因为对我这种脑来说,什么事都得思考。
Can't Multitask at all. PLUS 我一分神就会把思绪忘得一干二净。
或许这表示我这种人需要很多时间来做很少事。 但是我保证,每件事我都用心地做。
我不喜欢科技这样催着我走。很烦。很他妈的烦。
我就是喜欢看东西看很久。有时候看很久还是看得不如别人清楚,细腻。我一点都不介意,这不是智障。我有很好的眼睛,世界有很漂亮的东西和事情。
我享受看东西看很久。
这是我生活的方式。
我有时候会有很不方便的想法。
像是想让所有有知觉,会痛会难受,会高兴会满足,会这样的动物,我都想让它吃得饱,睡在温暖的地方,在安全的地方度过短短的人生。
当然,这些动物也包括我的家人和朋友。我不是只关心猫狗。只是猫狗都会满足,而很多人都不会。所以我只有信心帮它们得到快乐。
如果你吃得饱,谁在温暖的地方,在安全的环境过着日子,请你不要觉得我为这些猫猫狗狗做那么多事很无聊。
因为我有信心让它们度过快乐的一生。
我没有任何信心让任何人一辈子快乐。
让人开心大笑的笑话我会说。我真得很会说。人家笑了,我也真得很开心。当然很多时候自己也觉得很好笑,所以是一起笑的。但是为小动物寻找一个安全的家更有意义,因为走向快乐的通道它们已经懂了,就是知足。
我也是人,我知道,人比较难知足。
可能因为比较聪明,可能因为比较emo。
可能因为比较复杂。
没有怪任何觉得我很无聊的人,包括我的家人,和我的朋友。
可是很多时候很无奈,很烦。
请相信我。
我看小动物,我看了很久,我用我很慢的头脑看了很久,想了很久。
它们真的有知觉,有想法。
同样的情况,换你去承受,你的痛,你的不喜欢,它们也有,同样地有。
不会因为它是猫,是狗,而不痛。
请你相信我,从而尊重我。
因为我很确定,我要过这样的生活。
Cassie(white) and Brandon
Ah sor, Mao porpor's sidekick caregiver found these two kittens abandoned at same place the brothers were abandoned. There's a skatepark nearby. They ran there and hid on the tree, refused to come down. Seeing a thunderstorm approaching and the frightened kittens sticking their butts on the tree, Ah sor climbed a bit (I looked at the tree, I dunno how she did it!!) and got them. They keep screaming until she put them in a box. Upon knowing that they're safe, they stopped the noise-making and slept. Lan is supposed to adopt the brothers, but due to white face's surgery, I din't know how long the adoption will be postponed and hence recommended Lan to adopt Cas and Bran instead, cause they need home more urgently. That park is home to many huge adult cats and they are not friendly to these little ones. Lan was nice, upon seeing the photos that i mms him, he agreed to adopt them. It was a big thing cause he's been interested in adopting specifically the brothers since the post went up.
Looking at the shaky video Lan posted on his blog with cassie eating, switch over to drink, and back to eat and back to drink...aww..
All the quirks came out. When one of them finish does the business, the other one will jump in the litterpan and start burying the "business" with the "businessman". lol.
=) Cute stuffs. ok. Gd night. =)