Slacking at home now~
Went to the carpenters today with mum and dad in the morning to choose a wardrobe.
TRUST ME.
WARDROBES ARE TO BE CHOOSEN VERY CAREFULLY.
I am DAMN particular with the way you showcase your clothes.
It has to be orderly, and APPEALING.
YES! APPEALING!
Take pride in dressing up! It is so fun! It is part of art of living man!~
My room is still pretty much in a mess.
Well, i discarded a lot of things~
i am not particularly happy about my mum throwing away my big cushion without telling me.
i am very pissed with mum trying to discard my big mirror which i picked up after they discard it after FOC.
I am very very VERY pissed with my space being invaded. You don't poke ur nose into my space and tell me what i should do please. seriously. it's a definate NO THANK YOU.
So ....ANYWAY!~ Today while chatting iwht chups on the phone~ i located this DOUBLE SPLIT END!!!!!!!!!! AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There's two splits to this strand of hair. one... then further down, another one!!!
OMG!!! :'( i feel so unhealthy!!!!
I wan a hair cut!!!
:'(
Monday, December 31, 2007
take it easy
have I aged?
Or I am no longer fasicnated by slight signs of interest guys show in me.
hmm, i am still flattered, excited, but to a small extent.
A controllable extent.
I feel flattered and tired.
I am sick of adnormal acts.
I am sick of ambiguity, perhaps because i once gave ambiguity some respect maybe for the sake of love, and it turned out that it did me wrong. Ambiguity. how can one who lives with a clear mind and heart accept it?
I am still greedy.
Greed for being someone exclusive to a total stranger.
but this time round i am consious of such a greed.
So I gotta control it. Kill it.
Jm is like~ going to china tml for half a year.
yea~ across the universe...
=(
Or I am no longer fasicnated by slight signs of interest guys show in me.
hmm, i am still flattered, excited, but to a small extent.
A controllable extent.
I feel flattered and tired.
I am sick of adnormal acts.
I am sick of ambiguity, perhaps because i once gave ambiguity some respect maybe for the sake of love, and it turned out that it did me wrong. Ambiguity. how can one who lives with a clear mind and heart accept it?
I am still greedy.
Greed for being someone exclusive to a total stranger.
but this time round i am consious of such a greed.
So I gotta control it. Kill it.
Jm is like~ going to china tml for half a year.
yea~ across the universe...
=(
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Across the universe
Watched across the universe.
People going across the universe, meeting people, knowing people, loving people, losing people, missing people, fighting for people.
I've always known that the world is big, but I, being a arrogant human-being, was never once truly afraid of how vast it is, never once truly impressed by it's size either. Perhaps with modern technology, man can get really arrogant.
You think you can keep in touch with people so well with sms and msn, but one day, you find yourself no longer knowing someone whom you cherish.
I think a plane ride is so convenient, a long distance call is just a skype away, that I am not taken back by my friends leaving me, across the universe, to australia, to china.
I think Time past so fast that it will be alright.
But Now I think again, I am a little afraid.
I am afraid of losing people.
Every morning when my father goes out to work while everyone's either sound asleep or not yet asleep, at 1-2am, I never dare to say good bye to him. There is something in me, which freaks me out. I always say "zai jian" the chinese gd bye.
Nel is leaving for australia, and so wil jac, and so will jiemin be leaving for china for half a year. Everyone's leaving.
They are going across the universe.
Yes, a Skype call away, a msn away, an email away but yes, it is still a far far away land.
So dear friends, please make friends there.
One thing which turns me off in Across the universe is how easily they fell in love.
Haha, was talking to mattina as we left cathay and we had this conversation:
MAT
My friend is getting married! She is same age as me( 21).
Me
huh?!
MAT
Ya! And the thing is, it's actually true love! ( how can this happen?! kinda tone)
ME
WHAT?! oh man...
MAT
Ya! I cannot believe it! So it actually exist. . They had been together for 6 years. So she's saying like, since it's a matter of time, so just get married before he gets to army. cus he's a sign on, so he actually gets into ns later. ya.
ME
But marriage is not pure romance, it is not something which love is enough. No money how to get married.
MAT
YA! exactly. She's someone who will plan de.
ME
Then how come?
MAT
Well... I guess it's true love? ( still cannot register kinda tone)
ME
ah.... ok...
Haiz~ well, we both have a hard time believing in true love will actually come to us. Maybe it is more like we have a hard time believing in the concept of true love. It is like too weird or too romantic a concept that it seems to not hold any sense of security. \
Love... what a overrated word.
People going across the universe, meeting people, knowing people, loving people, losing people, missing people, fighting for people.
I've always known that the world is big, but I, being a arrogant human-being, was never once truly afraid of how vast it is, never once truly impressed by it's size either. Perhaps with modern technology, man can get really arrogant.
You think you can keep in touch with people so well with sms and msn, but one day, you find yourself no longer knowing someone whom you cherish.
I think a plane ride is so convenient, a long distance call is just a skype away, that I am not taken back by my friends leaving me, across the universe, to australia, to china.
I think Time past so fast that it will be alright.
But Now I think again, I am a little afraid.
I am afraid of losing people.
Every morning when my father goes out to work while everyone's either sound asleep or not yet asleep, at 1-2am, I never dare to say good bye to him. There is something in me, which freaks me out. I always say "zai jian" the chinese gd bye.
Nel is leaving for australia, and so wil jac, and so will jiemin be leaving for china for half a year. Everyone's leaving.
They are going across the universe.
Yes, a Skype call away, a msn away, an email away but yes, it is still a far far away land.
So dear friends, please make friends there.
One thing which turns me off in Across the universe is how easily they fell in love.
Haha, was talking to mattina as we left cathay and we had this conversation:
MAT
My friend is getting married! She is same age as me( 21).
Me
huh?!
MAT
Ya! And the thing is, it's actually true love! ( how can this happen?! kinda tone)
ME
WHAT?! oh man...
MAT
Ya! I cannot believe it! So it actually exist. . They had been together for 6 years. So she's saying like, since it's a matter of time, so just get married before he gets to army. cus he's a sign on, so he actually gets into ns later. ya.
ME
But marriage is not pure romance, it is not something which love is enough. No money how to get married.
MAT
YA! exactly. She's someone who will plan de.
ME
Then how come?
MAT
Well... I guess it's true love? ( still cannot register kinda tone)
ME
ah.... ok...
Haiz~ well, we both have a hard time believing in true love will actually come to us. Maybe it is more like we have a hard time believing in the concept of true love. It is like too weird or too romantic a concept that it seems to not hold any sense of security. \
Love... what a overrated word.
Friday, December 28, 2007
100th post
Let me celebrate my 100th post by sharing with you all a very good short film.
short and powerful.
10 MINUTES BY AHMED IMAMOVIC
short and powerful.
10 MINUTES BY AHMED IMAMOVIC
The result of a break up is close relationship with your class mates, and more time and energy to focus on your work.
As a result, you get more help form your classmates and you spend more time doing work, more than usual.
As a result, your result improve!!!
YAY!!!!!!!! =)
I got 2 As and 4Bs. Which is good enough for me to overload the next sem to clear some AU.
I am so happy! =)
Also as a result, you get closer with your classmates....
As a result, you get to know those whom you did not talk to before.
As a result, I got people to drive me home =)
Maybe One day I'll go get a license and buy a jeep~
Maybe one day I'll buy a shop house and open a cafe at the 1st floor.
As a result, you get more help form your classmates and you spend more time doing work, more than usual.
As a result, your result improve!!!
YAY!!!!!!!! =)
I got 2 As and 4Bs. Which is good enough for me to overload the next sem to clear some AU.
I am so happy! =)
Also as a result, you get closer with your classmates....
As a result, you get to know those whom you did not talk to before.
As a result, I got people to drive me home =)
Maybe One day I'll go get a license and buy a jeep~
Maybe one day I'll buy a shop house and open a cafe at the 1st floor.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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