ZERO
billy corgan
� 1995 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

my reflection, dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself
i'm your lover, i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when you're really gonna need 'em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?

she's the one for me
she's all i really need
cause she's the one for me
emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bulls*** fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
she's the one for me
she's my one and only




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MAN~ i love the crude parts.


"my reflection, dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself"

"emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me"

"intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness"



A bit dark~ but it's still punchy~ i like~
heehee

After the break up~ i met up with spatts and spilled things out.
It is really tough telling all these to them.
And it was hell keeping all to myself.

It is difficult doing this.
I feel lonely. not because I don't have anything, but because i felt the absense of something.
I hate free time.

had been chatting online a lot with this classmate who truly stimulates my brain cells. We talk about life. About human. About ethics, about this world. About this life. Helps me get in touch with the world i am living in. Really would love to go traveling in Cambodia with him and a few other people whom i dunno. abit taken back by going with these group of bu shou people, but that's the idea~. It will be quite spiritual i believe. but i dun think possible~ it's just a 1 month holi. I going on holi with my family about 3 days? then i have the hall production to take care of. i dun mind going for a week of two man. but it's just too impossible with this hall production thingy tangling. maybe i'll wait till next 3months holi then. see if i am still as adventurous.haha.

I am still tired.
I should catch one more hour of sleep.
then it'll be 3~ i can set off then~ bye