I never thought I can sing.
I knew i can write songs, i knew i can playvolleyball, I knew i can write stories, i knew i am creative. But I swear i never thought i can sing.
But they made me believe that. so i was convinced that i can sing. But ultimately, i still feel that i cannot sing. I am not a good singer. Ironically, i am the vocalist of a jam band. A mismatch. A mistake.

I wanna quit VERY badly.
one song two song maybe still can correct it. But if i sing off tune everysong then i dun see how the situation can be improved. And the worse part is that i dun really sense it. This means that I'm not meant to sing.

issue not on inconfidence.