I want to be a travel host.
I want to be the best travel host.

I will travel around, enjoying every place and show my viewers how I do so.
Make them envy, make them feel that they wanna enjoy.

I am too lethargic.
I should get my ass off this conventional singaporean route and start going somewhere in that area.


I want to enjoy life. I really want to do so.
I should stop running and hiding and take a good look at where I am and where I wanna go.


i don't like the current state I'm in.
i don't like the professors at all, who is so perfcectionist in their own wonderland which is every changing.
And who are so full of themselves.

I don't like the state my rooms are in.

I don't like the way the hall production is not going anywhere. The script is like perm on hold. The meeting is not held yet.

But I like the way my family is there for me.
i like the way I had gotten my new phone and it rocks.
I like the way zr and me had made a big breakthrough and things are finally truly getting back on track.
i like the way i had gotten myself a group for Public policy lesson.
I like the way i have xzr by my side.
I like the way i have a bunch of meinus plus UV with me.
I like botak jones with mom and nel~

I can make myself love this life better.
I ought to do so.
it's all in the head and heart.




Ok.
What life do I want?
enough money for everyday life.
Shopping in NTUC and sweeping stuffs off the shelves based on what I need or want, father than what I can afford.

I want a nice place to stay~ maybe I should like start doing aomething to my home room. Fix a fan, fix some good lights~ change the wardrobe. smuggle the radio in. find the best positioning.