Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1. I belive that everything is perishable and hence only exist for a moment.
2. I am a sucker for some brands or things which promises a lifetime usage, or seems so. (etc. my freitag wallet, new gregory bag, tattoo, scar)
3. I love food, not so much because of the taste, more for the sensation of feeling the food with your tongue, munching and swallowing, and feeling full.
4. I wish to retire in a birthday cake cafe with lots of cats and happy people and assorted flavour of huge sinful cakes.
5. I love cats because I admire their capability to be independant and free minded. I want to be like them.
6. I haven't been feeling alive recently. and that's bothering me.
7. I think that life is a dream. I'm still sceptical towards how real the world is.
8. I used to fear the idea of not knowing things that i should know. But I have came to a conclusion that there is nothing that one SHOULD know. So I'm chill about my ignorance~
9. I really dislike people who bangs on popularity to ostracize some selected targets. most likely because I was once the target when i was in primary 5 and early p6. I used to go home and cry in toilet and I hardly have friends back then, till i met some wonderful people through art project. Then, I started to get noisy, uncontrollably. It's heavenly to feel loved and appreciated.
10. Sometimes I will fall into ultimate fear at night, with the sudden realisation that time speeds and death feels like the very next second.
11. I don't like to attend events to socialise. I do pretty well when i end up there.
12. I have big feet for girls, which makes it difficult to buy cheap shoes. I used to feel sad and ashamed over having big feet but have came to realise there's no range of size that a foot SHOULD be, there's only size that most ppl have. I've grown very comfortable and attached to them.
13. I cried when I first had to wear spects cause it was so super ugly.
14. I HATE birds. I freak out when i spot them within a 10m radius. The flapping of wings near me makes me break down.
15. I never really miss my grandma whom i really loved. I somehow still believe that she's not dead, just travelling in china with her stylo milo shades. Once I was on bus and passed by the temple which her ash was kept in, it struck me that she is dead and i broke down. But it was just a short moment, after that i can't register her death as usual.
16. I used to spend a lot of time and effort searching for my religion but had failed to believe.
17. I really wanna go japan...
18. When salon was still a kitten, I forced her to listen to me singing and strumming my own song. She will run around chasing nothing. Took me some time to realise that she was playing with my guitar's shadow.
19. I have friends who care and give, that i have neglected and constantly felt bad about it. sorry nelson!
20. I have tonnes of christmas cards at home, in my cupboard, all written but unsent.
21. I used to be a saving freak who dereives pleasure form scrimping and saving. But over the years, I've learnt to splurge and spend to force myself let go.
22. When I told jiaming that i don't know how to make this note a few minutes ago, he rolled his eyes at me. I found the way through jaming's note. He uptightly stated the way to do it. I suspect he encountered this problem b4...
23. There's a AQUARIN natural mineral water 500ml water bottle beside me now. I forgot when i bought it.
24. I'm typing on my acer laptop which i bought at simlim with straight cash. the ";" button is missing. Salon pulled it out when she was younger.
25. The pimple below my lips is pissing me off right now, bloody painful! I don't mind pimples that doesn't hurt, i dun really give a damn about how they affect my looks, not like i have a pimple free face for them to stand out on to start with. Cest La Vie my dears~
BONUS TRACK. I want to tattoo my my right wrist CEST LA VIE soon! I need to feel alive!
