SALON

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

She will be loved

Just read taitai's blog. It was written like more than a year ago.
Her world seems so clear cut, love the way she tell her story from a 3rd person point of view. so funny~ so nice to read~

This girl is quite an extremist~.
She knows exactly how she feels and how she wants to react and reacts the way she wants.
She is hardly bounded by anything.
She has a big patch of tattoo which slapped right on her back. A beautiful lotus which she designed.
Once upon a time, Jo (aka taitai) was an inconfident girl. She has natural curly hair and a pair of beautiful light brown eyes. She loves her boyfriend. However, he releases her hand whenever a pretty girls walk by and is harsh to her, and oh how he HATES her curly hair. She rebonded her hair again and again, whenever the curls start to show a little. She felt terrible. But she couldn't let go, or rather, she did not want to let go. She suffered inside and cried again and again, whenever he let her down. She still held on. One day, the guy ditched her. There is nothing she can do to get him back. She was devastated. She cried even more~ She was so sad and lost, oh, how she loved this guy~ She soughted pain. She wanted to hurt herself. She designed a lotus and went to far east plaza, and got it done on her back as a tattoo. She felt the pain. She felt better. Then she moved on with life, still hurting. It was terrible.

One fine day~ she asked her friend for help in video-editing. Her friend introduced her to this guy named Danny~ who din't mind meeting Jo to teach her and help her with her project. They met. They hit it off. Danny fell deep in love with Jo. Perhaps it was mutual, but Jo was too scarred and too afraid to acknowlege anything along that line. Eventually, Dan won Jo over and they were together. However~ Jo told Dan honestly, " My heart is not with you" She needed time, she needed to learn to trust again before she can let herself fall. Dan understood. Dan wanted to help Jo.

Months passed. Dan embraced Jo with constant love and care. They laughed and learned and cared. Jo fell deep in love with Dan. More months passed. Jo was constantly busy with her freelance projects and often kept Dan waiting for hours. And she would flare up when Danny flares up and complain. Everytime, Danny compromises after that as he understoof that jo was stressed up by work. He saw the initial beauty that he saw in Jo. Jo was grateful. Soon, Dan proposed to Jo. Handed her the ring.~ Jo was so touched. This man helped her out of the shit she fell and was stuck in. This man taught her how to trust again and love again, by showering love, embracing her with total grace. This man loves her so much. This man wants to spend the rest of his life with her. Yes, the rest of his life. She felt flattered and that dan had loved her more than she deserved. She found her true destiny...

the first time I met jo, I immediately noticed this shiny ring on her finger. The 1st question I asked her was " Are you married?". That was who I knew Jo as, apart from her artistic talent, her frank and direct personality, she is ... a loved lady.

now you see her as blessed and lucky, but remember what horrible state she was once in?
Hang on and await your rainbow~=)

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