have I aged?
Or I am no longer fasicnated by slight signs of interest guys show in me.
hmm, i am still flattered, excited, but to a small extent.
A controllable extent.
I feel flattered and tired.
I am sick of adnormal acts.
I am sick of ambiguity, perhaps because i once gave ambiguity some respect maybe for the sake of love, and it turned out that it did me wrong. Ambiguity. how can one who lives with a clear mind and heart accept it?
I am still greedy.
Greed for being someone exclusive to a total stranger.
but this time round i am consious of such a greed.
So I gotta control it. Kill it.
Jm is like~ going to china tml for half a year.
yea~ across the universe...
=(
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