MY FIRST CHEMISTRY TUTION

I survived 2 hrs plus of CHEMISTRY TUTION!!!!

God I thought i will just try to teach more physics and close my eyes a little on chemistry. But first thing Ran told me when i reached was " Can you just go through chemistry with me today cause I got common test next week." And so, I smiled and said " Sure~" so assuring, wish i had a tutor like that. It was raining cold sweat inside of me...

In the end, I realise that it is really something that is quite deep rooted in me, Miss Chan's Chemistry teachings!
I was quite well-equipted such that I was able to teach quite well, 2hours of electrolysis, Redox, salt and bases, reaction rate, graphs..~ I AM GOOD! =)


A series of events happened after i knocked off at sembawang, though phone. And so, suddenly I realise I now have nothing to do. Suddenly don't have to go back to school or go airport to fetch someone or go recce. Suddenly not enaged at all. So I headed home, hungry and lost.

Reached home to find the same pack of Nasi Lemak from bedok south waiting for me patiently on the dining table, like a patient old grandfather who loves me so blindly. I think love from old grandparents are so unique and warm and overwhelming. Perhaps because their brains are too aged such that it gets too tiring to think. They don't think much, they just keep loving and keep giving. How good if we can all start loving like a old person before we turn old and wrinkled.~

Father always buy the nasi lemak from bedok south market for me on every sundays ever since I exclaimed that I LOVE to eat it and self-declared that it is the BEST nasi lemak in the world, which is very unreliable cause i seem to have unique taste buds.

Even if he called and i said no. Even if he called and no one answered the phone. Even if he knows that there's a 95% chance that I am not at home. He'll still buy it.

He buys it EVERY SUNDAY. Since I was in JC, and that means it had been 4yrears.
I once asked him, why he still buys it. And he said " Just in case you get hungry or wanna eat."

Because he knows I love it.
Because he knows I'll exclaim with joy waking up to it.
All these he din't say, but i know it too well.

I use to eat a pack of nasi lemak from bedok south on Sunday mornings. I'll wake up to a pack of this nasi lemak and make myself a cup of coffee. Satisfied, I'll laze around and feel the world spin and imagine the clicking shopping heels on orchard's floor till mid afternoon. Maybe I was being lazy. And maybe I like to feel the world spinning with everyone throwing stuffs into history of it, be it " lucy bought a tee at bugis" or "kweekuan played pool with his buddies". All these go into the bag of history of Earth. And I will spend the time by doing nothing, throwing nothing in. Well, I think I was lazy.

And so I ate the nasi lemak at 5pm plus.

I did exclaim in joy when I saw it.
And yes I made myself a cup of coffee to go with it at such a weird hour to have coffee.


Somethings just don't change. You just keep loving it.
And some people just don't change. They just keep loving you.