Since the times I belong to the playground, i never liked hide-and-seek.
I HATE it.

Right now I am playing hide and seek everyday.
Hidden from his church, his parents in singapore, his friends, even his study group.
Seeking him through handphone calls and messages which he seldom replies.
Maybe we should face it. If you wanna hide me, I am just so not going to stay with you. I belong to open air. I belong to sunshine. I belong to happiness and laughter. I don't belong to your life. I fit no where in there. We are busy, but at least I try to make time to be together and you don't even bother. Seems like there's nothing much to be said. When I am left with nothing to hold on, I will leave you. And right now, you are reaping off everything I can possibly hold on to. I am insecured, I am in the dark, I am unloved, I am uncared for, I am ignored, I am forgotten, I am rejected. We are distanting. Is this your plan? To help me get over the hard part of leaving you and then show me how much I should leave you? Being together with you was a mistake. A mistake which made me grow stronger and tougher. you are such a jerk, wasting all my time and youth and tears. I wish I never met you.